So

so I spammed my mom

till she replied.

she said she has been busy.

thank god she wasn't planning to ditch me

for spending too much of her money.

Pokemon

this is an interesting website.

you will be given 45 seconds to draw a random pokemon.

lifeless people like me should try it.

http://pokedraw.net/

not very proud of it though (above)

why

Why my mom keeps last seening me.

-

I am pretty friendly if you talk to me personally.

so can you don't talk to me 

in the middle of food court 

when all of your friends stare at me.

I know I was rude to walk off

(it happens most of time when people I don't know of talk to me

out of nowhere)

but I swear it was not because 

I think they are not good enough or sth.

( in fact, most of people, male or female, who can initiate 

to talk are confident and charming)

It is because I dislike attention in public places.

I dislike people staring at me

and it actually stresses me. a lot.

so it's 4am.

I have a class at 12pm.

good night.

you

I believe that I don't worth the pain.

You should believe that too.

I hope you will meet someone better soon.

and please be happy.